Chapter 1: 001: -The First Realization

Chapter 1: 001: -The First Realization

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"Yah, Jung (_____)! Where do you think you're going? I thought you said you'd keep me company tonight?" Junsu wailed as I grabbed my bag and started walking towards his front door.

"Looks like you won't be needing me since you've got the three of them by your side." I hissed as I glanced back at Junsu and the three girls sitting beside him on his couch.

Turning to put on my shoe, I caught a glimpse of his surprised face, making it hard for me to hide my smirk.

Alas, I had gathered all of my courage to make Junsu realize that I can think of what's better for me.

I slammed the door in his face and walked straight to my house, which coincidentally was right in front of his.

We've been friends ever since I moved into this neighbourhood.

Junsu, he's a player.

Me?

I'm just a fool who fell in love with a player.

I can't even blame anyone for this.

It's like a curse that's never meant to be broken.

As I opened my front door, I was surprised by the sight in front of me.

On one side of the living room were my parents.

While on the other, was Nichkhun.

Nichkhun, my childhood friend who left Seoul for Thailand just because of his father's business.

"(_____)-ie.. I'm back.." He gave a soft smile as I dropped my bag and ran up to him.

"Nichkhun Oppa! I can't believe it's really you! When did you get here? Do you know how much I missed you from the moment you left the airport?!" I asked him as he twirled me around while hugging me.

"I missed you too~ What happened to you? You've changed a lot! In a good way, that is." He continued to stare at me up and down.

"Now, before the two of you get ahead of yourselves, I have an announcement to make." Appa says as he ushered us to take a seat on the couch opposite them.

"(_____), Nichkhun didn't come here for no reason. And Nichkhun, your parents would have probably told you this or else you wouldn't be here right now." Appa paused as Nichkhun gave him a nod.

"(_____)-ah, it's your last year in college so it's about time you know about this... You're getting married to Nichkhun..Well, you won't be getting married 'til after you finish studying but whatever it is, you are officially Nichkhun's fiancee." Appa continued.

My smile vanished.

Me? Get married to Nichkhun?

What about Junsu?

"B-But Appa..." I tried to come up with a reason but Appa cut me off.

"No (_____)-ah.. I don't care whatever your reason is, you ARE getting married to Nichkhun and that's FINAL." Appa had the final say as he and Umma went straight into their room, leaving me and Nichkhun alone in the living room.

"(_____)-ah, gwenchanha? Look, if you're not okay with this I can try to make your Appa to reconsider this.." Nichkhun said as he was about to go into my parents' room.

"A-Aniyo... It's okay.. It's not that I don't like you.. It's just.. I'll change.. I'll try my best to start liking you as a fiancee.." I stuttered as I held him from going towards my parents' room.

Nichkhun smiled a little before he hugged me lightly.

"Now, let's get you settled in the guest room. I'm guessing you've got no where else to go, right?" I smiled, trying to put up a strong front.

I led him upstairs, to the room next to mine.

It had always been empty since I was the only child.

"Do you need help unpacking?" I asked as we stood in front of the room.

"Well sure, but not now. I'll just grab my pj and sleep today. Maybe tomorrow." He smiled before making his way in.

He quickly settled down and prepared for a good night's sleep.

I changed into my pajama as well and quickly went to bed.

Phew.

First, Junsu had to come and ruin my love life.

And now, Nichkhun comes back to Korea and I find out I am engaged to him.

Just my luck.

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"Good morning sweetie." Umma cooed as I came down for breakfast.

"Oh, sweetie, Nichkhun is enrolled in your college and we've placed him in all your classes. Well, all except for dance. He's taking business instead." Umma continued while handing me a plate of scrambled eggs and toast.

"Good morning." Nichkhun Oppa said as he took a seat beside me.

Ignoring him, I continued my conversation with Umma.

"Nehh, umma. Where's Jongkook Ahjusshi? Isn't he sending me to school?"

"Ah, now that Nichkhun is here, your father figured that you won't be needing a butler."

"You mean, Ahjusshi got fired?!" I squealed, not caring that Nichkhun Oppa was trying to keep me in my seat.

"No no, of course not. He's been with our family for years, we wouldn't just fire him. He is still a butler, just that he won't be sending you to and from school." Umma explained as I relaxed a little.

"Then how do I get to school?" I reasoned, still irritated by the fact that I would not be seeing much of Jongkook Ahjusshi now.

"Nichkhun has got a license for motorcycling, and his bike has been sent. So you'll be motorcycling to school with Nichkhun from now on." Umma smiled as I could feel Nichkhun Oppa nodding along.

True enough, Nichkhun Oppa had his Motorcycle sent from Thailand to my front door this morning as his father had requested.

Hurrying, we finished the last of our breakfast and got ready for school.

"You ready, (_____)-ah?" Nichkhun Oppa asked as I climbed behind him, on the bike.

"When have I never been ready?" I giggled.

I quickly clutched onto Nichkhun Oppa's jacket as I felt the wind in my face.

We rode to school and had quite a time catching up.

I brought him to the Office to get his schedule and as Umma had said, he had the exact same schedule as I did except for dance.

We then set off to our Homeroom, which was also the same as Junsu's.

"So, aren't you going to be touring me around your school? I mean, you must know a lot more since this is your last year in college." Nichkhun Oppa requested.

"In Korea, the Homeroom teacher decides who gets to tour the new kid, so don't get your hopes high that I'm gonna tour you around school." I stuck my tongue out as I raced further in front of him.

"Why you~!" He caught up with me easily and held me in a headlock as he ruffled my hair before letting me go.

As I brought Nichkhun Oppa into my Homeroom, the class went dead silent.

And from my side view, I could see Junsu getting surprised at the new student.

I glanced around for an empty seat and to my horror, the only two empty seats left were right beside Junsu.

With an open-mind, I held Nichkhun Oppa's hand and dragged him to the seats with my head held high.

We sat down and I could feel the awkwardness of being beside my current crush and my fiancee.

Throwing away the thought, I smiled thinking I would be able to see Nichkhun all day, but frowned again when I remembered that I was sitting in between him and Junsu.

Miss Lee came in a while later and announced to the class about Nichkhun Oppa being the new student and all.

He was then asked to give a brief introduction.

As we started our first period with Nichkhun Oppa introducing himself, Junsu turned to me.

"What's your relationship with that guy?" He whispered.

"He's my fiancee." I replied without looking back at him.

"Mwoh?! Since when?!" He hissed as I then decided to just ignore him throughout the rest of the day.

"Well then, Miss Jung. Your father had called the principal and told us you two are engaged." Miss Lee said as I felt glares from the rest of the girl population in my class.

"Since you are, why not you give the new student a tour around school?" She continued as Nichkhun Oppa made his way back to the seat beside me, smiling in victory that his fiancee was going to be giving him a tour.

"Nehh, seonsaengnim." I answered.

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Our Homeroom flew by really fast and as soon as I could realize it, it was already time for lunch break.

I brought Nichkhun to the cafeteria and we quickly picked what we wanted for lunch.

As we sat at an abandoned table, an uninvited figure took a seat beside me.

"So, (_____) tells me you're her fiancee. How come I don't see you two acting all lovey-dovey?" Junsu smirked.

"That's because we're in school, and because I want her to take her own time to open up to me.. Not like some people who caresses a random girl's thigh in the middle of a class." Nichkhun shot a glare to Junsu as he remembered what had happened in class.

Junsu shot a glare back at Nichkhun without making a comeback.

Throughout the rest of lunch break, no one had uttered a word as Nichkhun and Junsu's silent war continued.

And the rest of the day went by with Nichkhun and me only talking to each other when it was necessary and us not talking to Junsu at all.

As the last bell of the day rang, Nichkhun walked with me to his Bike.

Right when I was about to get on the bike, someone grabbed onto my wrist and turned me around.

It was Junsu.

"What are you doing?! Let go of me!" I shrieked as he pulled me to a desserted corner.

"(_____)-ah, is he really your fiancee? Are you kidding me?! You've got to be joking, right? Tell me you're joking.." Junsu pleaded for the first time ever, as he gripped tightly onto my wrist.

"I'm not.. My dad announced it to me yesterday.. He's my fiancee and I am to marry him after we've finished our studies. Can you please let go? You're hurting me."

Junsu slowly loosened his grip before letting his hand fall to his side.

He stood there, head hung low.

"I'm hurting you? Had I always been hurting you?" Junsu showed the side I had never seen before.

It was like he was totally crushed.

"Look, I've got to go now. Nichkhun Oppa is waiti--"

"Nichkhun Oppa? You call him Oppa but you don't call me that?! Come on, we've been through our teenage years together, and you're more respe--"

"Yes, We've known each other for that long.. But Me and Nichkhun Oppa go way back into our childhood.. And no one can take that away from us.. Not even you.." I said what was to be said as I then turned around but before I could start walking, Junsu twirled me around and looked into my eyes.

"So, does that mean that I'm nothing to you? What about the times that we shared, (_____)-ah? Don't they hold a special meaning to you? Look, I may have treated you like I did but this is not how I wanted things to be. (_____)-ah, give me a chance, alright? I'll prove to you how much better of a person I can be. The Junsu that you've known was all a facade. Right now, I want you to see the real me. I want you to accept who the real Junsu is. And the real Junsu, he wants you. The real Junsu, is afraid of you finding out that he started developing feelings for you since the day you came into his room, crying about how you lost your favourite teddy bear. The real Junsu, he, is in love with the girl named Jung (_____)."

"J-Junsu..I-I.." I was at a loss for words.


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